Broken Heart Abril 1, 2008
Posted by einn0c in The Serious Side of Me.Tags: broken heart, emotion, feeling, inner-self, love
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Holy Week Meditation Marso 19, 2008
Posted by einn0c in The Serious Side of Me.Tags: love, Holy Week, Faith, Forgiveness
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Four days na walang pasok, fourdays din akong nasa dulo ng Pilipinas kung saan napakailap ng internet. Kaya pansamantala munang hihinto ang aking pagsusulat. Para na rin makapagnilay nilay…
For this season I want to share you the following short story:
The Duck
There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm. He was given a slingshot to play with out in the woods. He Practiced in the woods, but he could never hit the target. Getting A little discouraged, he headed back for dinner.
As he was Walking back he saw Grandma’s pet duck. Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck Square in the head, and killed it. He was shocked and grieved.
In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile, only to see His sister watching! Sally had seen it all, but she said nothing.
After lunch the next day Grandma said, “Sally, let’s wash the Dishes.”
But Sally said, “Grandma, Johnny told me he wanted to help in The kitchen.”
Then she whispered to him, ” Remember the duck?”
So Johnny did the dishes.
Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go Fishing and Grandma said, “I’m sorry but I need Sally to help make Supper.”
Sally just smiled and said,” Well that’s all right because Johnny told Me he wanted to help.”
She whispered again, “Remember the duck? “
So Sally Went fishing and Johnny stayed to help.
After several days of Johnny doing both his chores and Sally’s, He finally couldn’t stand it any longer. He came to Grandma and confessed that he had killed the duck.
Grandma knelt down, gave him a hug, and said, “Sweetheart, I know. You see, I was standing at the window and I saw the whole thing, but because I love you, I forgave you. I was just wondering how long You would let Sally make a slave of you. “
THE MORAL OF THE STORY:
Thought for the day and every day thereafter?
Whatever is in your past, whatever you have done… And the devil Keeps throwing it up in your face (lying, cheating, debt, fear, bad Habits, hatred, anger, bitterness, etc.) …. whatever it is…. You need to know that God was standing at the window and He saw the whole thing….. He has seen your whole life.
He wants you to know that He loves you and that you are forgiven. He’s just wondering how long you will let the devil make a slave Of you .
The great thing about God is that when you ask for forgiveness, He Not only forgives you, but He forgets . It is by God’s grace and Mercy that we are saved.
Go ahead and make the difference in someone’s life today.
Haler??? Marso 14, 2008
Posted by einn0c in Whatever!.Tags: confusion, crush, feelings, infatuations, innerselfji, love
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Naiinis ako sa sarili ko.
Hindi ko maintindihan ang nararamdaman ko. Pakiwari ko ay bumalik ako sa pagiging teenager at nalilito sa aking feelings.Para bang di makakain di makatulog ang dating.
May isa akong kaopisinang hinahangaan.Siguro dahil cutie at neat ang kanyang arrive, may sense of humor at talented. Lalong tumindi ang paghanga ko nung maging close kami sa kick-off ng aming opisina.
1. Paghanga lamang ba ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya ganung may pagkakataon na nagdi-daydreaming ako na sya aking kasama?
2. Bakit masaya ako sa tuwing nakikita k0 sya lalo kapag binabati nya ako at tinatawag na partner?
3. Bakit nakaramdam ako ng kirot ng malaman kung may gf na sya at nagwowonder ako kung ano kaya hitsura nito?
4. Tama bang makaramdam ako ng ganitong mga bagay gayong may asawa na ako?
5. May mga pagkakataon din kaya na dumaan sa ganitong stage ang asawa ko? o ibang taong tulad kung committed na?
Gusto kong isipin na paghanga lang to at nothing more than that. At darating ang panahon na makakalimutan ko rin ang anumang nararamdaman ko ngayon.
Naalala ko tuloy noong haiskul ako–”bata ka pa,puppy love lang yan,lilipas din yan
The Risk of Love Pebrero 13, 2008
Posted by einn0c in Family Matter, The Serious Side of Me.Tags: emotion, love, risk of love
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There is a risk involved in everything
Every time you share a smile
Every time you shed a tear
You are opening yourself up to hurt.Some people tread slowly through life,
Avoiding the closeness risk brings,
Side-stepping the things they can’t understand
Turning away from those who care too much,
Those who care stay too long,
Those who hold too tightly.
There is never an easy way to love
You can not approach it cautiously
It will not wait for you to arm yourself.
It does not care if you turn away
It is everywhere, it is everything.
Love is the greatest of all risks.
It is not reliable, it is not cautious,
It is not sympathetic
It is unprejudiced and unmerciliess.
It strikes the strongest of mind,
And brings them to their knees in one blow.
Even in the best of times, love hurts.
It hurts to need, it hurts to belong,
It hurts to be the other part of someone else,
Without either of your consent.
But, from the moment it overtakes you,
It hurts worse to be all alone. The risk of love never depletes;
It grows stronger and more dangerous with time.
But, it’s in the total surrender of all defense,
That we, no matter weak or strong,
No matter willing or captive,
No matter what, we truly experience love. Despite the many things love is not,
Outweighing it all are the things that love is.
Love is surrender without a loss.
It is a gift without the cost.
It consumes your every thought & desire,
Every breath you take.
It is the fire that fuels you
To do more than pass through life;
It urges you, instead, to live. No matter the outcome, having felt love,
You will never be the same.
It may scar your heart & soul
And Leave you only memories of forever.
Or, it may cause every day of your life
To feel like there is no need for tomorrow.
But, love is worth it. It is worth the risk…For in all of life,
Love is truly the only risk worth taking.
This poem written by an anonymous poet caught my attention while browsing the web. It depicts the kind of love my husband and I shared. Because ours is a love that never easy, a love against all odds. Nonetheless, we bravely took all risks to be with each other’s arms. And I hope we will be able to hold on until the end of time